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[31 Mar 2008|12:29am] |
I realised something.
my posts are quite depressing.
and to know that I'm doing online shopping alot.
I don't think people actually bother to read my post right.
hmmmm...
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[19 Dec 2006|12:04am] |
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My life has been really a colorful year.
Many downs. Not much ups. Spices alot
Tears shed too much.
Pillar of strength, gone.
Nightmare repeats itself everynight.
Assessment screwed up.
Christmas alone. I'm not looking forward to it.
Have you dreamt the same thing over n over again,
til you get to used to it, but still makes u cry without fail.
But you sleep to escape from reality?
Have you screwed up in everything you do,
everything you cherished, everything you want it badly.
and when you try to work things out, it only become worst.
Who loves celebrating the holiday alone,
with the surrounding filled with laughter and love.
and you, standing there alone crying.
A better year ahead?
I hope so.
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| When I asked you to stop, I really meant it. |
[13 Sep 2006|10:46pm] |
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Stop those quarrelling.
I had enough.
From my mum to my dad.
From my mum to my stepdad.
you blame me for almost everything.
you love my brother more.
you said those mean words about me to your friends,
and its right in front of me.
all i can do is to cry in a corner and hopefully someone would notice.
i see two spoilt relationship in my every own family,
how can i actually believe in perfect family.
I was molested but no one believe.
they said i just wanted attention.
I SAID STOP IT. I SAID STOP IT. PLEASE.
You don't like when I hang out with guys.
You don't like when I make weird noises during mahjong.
You don't like when I'm too loud.
You don't like almost everything
then what do u like about me?
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[14 Aug 2006|02:06pm] |
I haven thought of what to get!?
My birthday wish:
1.A nice schoolbag.
2.A new bikini? (Strips preferred)
3.Shopping Voucher ( on demand )
4. Laptop Cover. (mine is so obiang)
5. A new handphone with bluetooth. haha.
6. A pair of Hyqel's slippers, but in green? ( cos i lost mine in sentosa)
Yup. I cant think already.
I dun have expensive taste like some people.
BTW, updated in blogger. Read.
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[03 Aug 2006|12:32am] |
New blog address for forgetful people.
sopinbeg.blogspot.com
but i dun really blog due to the work stack i been given!
btw i miss blogging here.
heh.
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[29 Nov 2005|04:54pm] |
There will be no updates here anymore. I will be using my blogspot blog.
http://midnight-rendezvous.blogspot.com/
anyways, i never really used this journal.
maybe im more used to blogspot.
=)
love. chery.
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| You're invited! |
[11 Aug 2005|06:37pm] |
People who are invited, (a small party)
Kaichen, Daryl.
Ashley, Nickee ( You can bring someone along too)
Hyqel, Huda, Shawal, Kenny, YouQuan, Amanda (bring edward too), Ziyi, Steph, Charmaine.
Nix, Claryce.
Note:
Hyqel: Bring the Heeren game (guess who shitt) and Uno cards can?
Amanda: Twister
Everyone: Present. HAHA. j/k
I just wanna invite the close one to my party, cant really handle a big group.
Tell me if i miss anyone.
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| Nightmare. |
[30 Jul 2005|07:25pm] |
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I had a dream that involves Huda,Ziyi,Steph, FeiFei and me.
Huda, Ziyi, Steph and I were going home together, but we decided to grab a bite before we go. When we were buying food, Huda met her friend and told her that one of her friend is going to die, and ask Huda to visit her. So we accompanied her. Her friend's place is a two level house, I cant rem if its a flat or bungalow. So afer we all bow to her relatives at the level one, we tried walking up the stairs, and I was the first one to walk up the stairs. When I first walk on one step, the stairs would break a lil. Huda scolded me and told me to stop playing when I wasn't even playing la. So we all decided to leave the house, and at the time, the ambulance came. So the paramedics (male and female) were walking towards us but yet they stop infront of us, looking so afraid. The male paramedic was facing me and the female paramedic was behind me, the female paramedic was asking the male paramedic to look under my skirt and I was like; "What the fuck, why are you asking him to look under my skirt?!!?" Then she told me to look behind the male paramedic, and I saw a malay female ghost (pon-tee-ai-na) dunno how to spell la'; long straight hair, white clothes, the basic, but I couldnt see her face clearly. Scared out of my wits, I allowed the guy to look under my skirt, I donno why too, Steph and Ziyi were afraid too, so they all surrounded the male paramedic and start flirting with him( he's the luckiest bastard la) so that the ghost won't come any nearer to us, but she came closer. And guess what? SHE LOOK LIKE FEI FEI, STARING AT ME, WITH THE GREEN LIGHTINGS EFFECT. Anyways i woke up after that.
Conclusion
I don;t think I will be able to look Fei Fei in the eyes. Its still give me the creeps. Eeeyersks!
btw I dun even rem how the paramedic look like. I think i watch too much horror show or listen to much ghost stories.
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| Gold Member. |
[25 Jul 2005|09:29pm] |
Gold Member.
Want to how nice.
My bf's shoes.
I was bored, so decided to play around w photoshop,.
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| Random; |
[24 Jul 2005|11:26pm] |
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I guess no one comes here huh.
BTW, can you guys comment in my blogger; It would be nice.
Now I know why no one can handle two journal at one time. lol.
Btw.
My step father's birthday : 27th July.
My brother's birthday: 28th July.
My bio-father's birthday: 29th July.
And my bf birthday: 9th Aug.
OH. My birthhday, 27 August. HAHA.
I'm fucking broke. If only I can grow money tree.
Or money dropping from the sky.
It would be nice.
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| Something is wrong; |
[20 Jul 2005|07:39pm] |
I'm exhausted.
Every night, I'm tired, I want to sleep.
But all I did was tossing and turning.
Or waking up every hour or whatever.
And when I'm really asleep, I have to wake up already.
What is happening??
Am I thinking too much?
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| First Day of School. |
[11 Jul 2005|08:01pm] |
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What Am I to You - Norah Jones |
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Its sucha a long day today.
I'm totally drained. and I don't know why.
And my eyelids can't wait to meet.
*yawns.
It was a new class.
Every Fri no class.
Almost everyday finish at 2.30pm.
Early class. How to wake up!? 8.30am
"mummy, can you move to town please?"
I want to sleep now. -hmfp-
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| School; here I come~ |
[10 Jul 2005|09:14pm] |
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Akon - Mr Lonely |
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Before the school starts:
Did a lil shopping.
Threading at LiL India.
Mahjong.
Lost two teeth.
Rot.
I think its quite fine.
Aint exactly looking forward to school with my teeth like that.
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